Finally lost 20lbs :)

Hey my blog readers, I'm back for now, just to tell you that I finally lost a lot of weight which made me very happy right now. I've been doin' a lot of workouts that helped me lose up to 20lbs of fats very fast, if you are still looking for ways to lose weight, you can go get the ebook here, http://fatburnerfactory.blogspot.com you can see my before and after picture also, so yeah, that's all for now, bye :)

When you left us here with tears and memories....

....it feels like the end of the world.....

My Disgusting Return...

Hey...it's been a long time..finally, i've been accepted by the Business School which is situated in Gadong...the first day is going to be this 6th of July i think...i'm gonna miss that music school where i worked at this several months...i gained a lot of knowledge, experience, and don't forget, memories...this June's my last month..gonna miss all the staffs, teachers, the students and the parents...(sob sob)...hahaha..about 2 to 3 weeks from now, i'll resign, wow! time flies so fast! Today's my offday..all i think about is relax...remembering the memories of my past times in that school..damn! i will come there to pay visit sometimes...(sigh) "How Much I Wish The Time Stops When The Best Thing Happens..."

You had me at Hello...

Hi i'm back and i'm sober..hahaha don't want to confess anything or whining or bla bla bla...i just want to say i miss my friends man....everything has changed with a blink of and eye..it's just like a dream how time flies...now it's March...and my latest "goal" haven't achieved yet...still in process..hahaha...i think that's all for now folks...bye!

When All Hopes Were Lost...(This is not a lyric..haha)

My mind is blinded, i'm in a dark room which i even barely can't see my hand...all hopes were lost, i'm the only hero left who should save myself from this nightmare..why the fuck am i doing this? letting those instincts controlled everything...until another explosion took place at the locations which i should protect, the same mistake happened again and living with the conclusion is a must..bombs full of hatred killed me so many times but i have to fight back although it's painful..where are all the old places which were used to be there? where are all the beautiful heavenly garden that used to cover the uglinest of the paradise? and why the fuck am i crying because of this lost? is there any second chance to fix this torned heart? days and weeks i've been waiting for my wishes to come true but it turns out to be another failure, i hate saying "i will fight this all"...i don't have a secret weapon to kill this painful obstacles..it sucks which they're still continuing the devastation during my helpless days, in my mind all i think about is how to get through with this? should i accept the invitation to a place where i don't know is it heaven or hell or should i just move on with this disasterous pain, thinking that one day i will have the courage to fight with one hand? god please give me the power that i had once before so i can get through with this...send me an army to start another war...and this time i'll blow their fucking heads off once and for all, i will leave my confidence behind..i mean i WILL! and...i hope there's no more dusts in my mouth...now, ATTACK!

The Acacia Strain...

Fuck yeah now i'm back listening to Death Metal, Metalcore, Deathcore, Bloody Satanic Death Metal, Melodic Death Metal and any other killer metal musics...cuz before this my mood was only for bands that "sing" not screaming..heheh...especially Lamb of God...oh my! that band? Awesome! Ever since i knew them in 2003 i thought only the song "Laid To Rest" were the best, then last week i downloaded mostly all of their songs, woohoo! my new drug, baby! their killer Drop D Tuned high gained distortion guitars plus the gun blasting drum beats and a "fuck you! i hope you die" vocal style from Randy,wooo! okay that's it! and plus, i got a new hairstyle, it's not an Emo..hahaha although it looks like it..this hairstyle made me look so pure evil..hahaha! nah kidding!

A Blackout at my working place in Gadong...

Here are the pics that i took during the blackout...heheh


Scary~ haha this i took this outside my working place..




lame but cool isn't it? haha!


I took this inside one of the teacher's room...during that time i really need a fresh air and sunlight..i felt so suffocate that time..thats why i went to her room cuz ada windows..heheh


Your face! hahahah! i use lighter to make that thing..kira kes buang buring..haa..