Childhood History..

I'm very moody today..but after singing along with Mastodon's The Wolf Is Loose damn! i can feel the anger! okay..childhood history...i know it's lame for me to tell ya'll this but i just want to throw my feelings here...well during Primary schools i'm a very quiet,sensitive and easily cry when my teacher's mad at me...ahahaha...and also during that time,i'm overweight..u know what overweight people looks like..the type of people u love to make fun of...the type of people that u didn't want to be with although they want u so bad...well, i hate to say this..mostly 'fat people' in this world looks very fucking good after they worked hard dieting and exercising...like 10 times better than the ones that ya'll said "hot"...hahaha.. yea i realized that(but please don't try to be fat after this..hahah)...me, i started to take actions when i was 12..playing football indoor,(i mean inside an air-conditioning room), dancing..ahaha and so on ...but i can see changes when i'm 13...during that age i played football hmmm often..i had a team but we're a loser..ahahaha..just a month before our tournament we're not practice much...and the consequences of course, we're a loser...hahaha! i love football during that time but i decided to quit on doing it when i was 15..had a worst injury that i can't tell and my skin that time is dark! that's the second reason i quit football...haha..well these sport do reduce my weight and fats..i still do sports after that though..and now i'm a bit but not too happy about what i had achieved...there's still some fats that i have to burn..i'll do the best i can to kill you all my fats! wahahahahahaha! hmm..about the Bully history, i still remember the faces of the douchebags who hurt me but i never forgive them, even my own admire do bullied me during the primary schools then 3 years ago she asked for forgiveness? hahaha i forgive you..but by words! okay i'm not going to tell ya'll everything..if you're curious and want to know more,just ask me during chatting or anytime lah..i don't need anybody's symphathy by the way....