Confessions?

Some said "Good Things Happen To Good People"...and thankfully i stick with these "quotes"..it's very inspiring...but what if i don't? what if i give up,just turn into a bad guy and make you hate me for every seconds of your life...i just don't want that..in my life i never intend to hurt my love ones' feelings...everyone..my families,friends,girlfriends,BFFs(Lol!)...there's a reason for that...i just don't wanna lose them...i have to take care of their feelings so that they're not mad or hate me...some of them realized it..and others..they're going to treat me like a toy.....try to make me mad,i'll just keep it shut but when i make u a bit mad,you'll hating me like forever till' i have to beg for fuckin' forgiveness...just after you found out what kind of guy am i,you're going to do anything you want to because i'll never hurt you..why? because i just don't wanna lose you damn it! but then if i'm hating you..then leave you...i know you'll be happy for that because..............