Now i have the time to update...and sorry i'm going to be busy after this cuz you know,Raya is not far from today...haha...it's 2 a.m. already and it's Friday...feel very tired...went shopping(eseh) yesterday and i only bought a wrist band to jamm...actually for an Alternate Picking lover i mean for guitarist..if u wear a wrist band,u can feel that u picked the guitar very fast..hoho...and btw..i don't have any admire anymore,felt sick and tired...even if i have to wait and do anything just to win their heart is it going to work? Nope! more than 10 times already i've been through this shit and it's still the same old story...not one girl,a few actually...no matter what you've done,"you're still going to stuck in the friend zone boy!"...and fuckfully,i'm not that pushy,i just don't wanna end up hated or avoided....learn from mistakes,bla bla bla it's not gonna work...life's not that fair..deal with it! i don't need anybody's symphathy btw...i'll just have to wait and see..no more actions,no more sacrifice,no more contributions....that's all! Bullsheeeeeeeeeeeettttttttt! o'fucking'kay then i'll update again if i have time!
*no f*cking comments for this blog please..i'm sucks in debating...but not fist fighting LOL!
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