It's 1 a.m. as i did the countdown for my birthday...i'm proud that i born on this date cuz Chevelle's vocalist/guitarist Pete Loeffler also got the same birthdate as me..which means "the date of a TRUE Rockstar was born" jangan sasak..hahaha...and i would like to thank ya'll who greet me...and the first one who greet me already Won $5,000 cash from me..hae haa! hae haa! jokin'...i'm a bit Happy cuz i automatically owned "something"..hoho..but too bad it sucks that my plan always ruin by excuses and many other stuffs...why is that? today,i planned to have a date,go out or whatever it is with one of my friends..i mean the ladies(heheh) and the answer was not as i expected...i ask her then she said she's busy with something,then her she said she can't cuz the exam is not far way from today, then another one bla bla bla...i didn't know if their excuses were true or not...i just have to say "okay i understand"...to be honest i do mad but what should i do? and i already knew when it comes to me it's always a "No"..btw before that,the ladies that i asked are all Single..i never intend to steal someone's girlfriend...damn! my birthday plan always ruined! why is that? so, tommorrow i'll just have to sit around and bite my nails pretending that i'm happy...
"sick of being nice to someone,at the end you'll get nothing...i mean nothing"